six card spread bingo: tarot troubles
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HOW YOU FEEL
12 THE HANGED MANDescription: You feel a little confused and perhaps fearful because you sense or know that there is someone or something you need to give up to be able to move on. It is an uncertain self-sacrifice, never always so clear, and you may not even know quite what or whom you should.
You’re in limbo, waiting for this moment of transition and passage from one phase of life to another, and you must be patient as a lot can be learned in deeper deliberation. Try looking at things from a different perspective, one focused on the spiritual than the material. Follow your heart! It will be worth it!WHAT YOU WANT MOST
21 THE WORLDDescription: You’re most likely looking for a successful conclusion to all of your hard work and the arrival of this card in your reading suggests that it is either happening now or simply around the corner. It is the end of one cycle and the start of a new one, and if you are thinking of a change, this is the time for completion and satisfaction.
The final chapter is here and now – you’ve done your best and won through, and hard work will be rewarded and your life will be more balanced with new opportunities ahead.YOUR FEARS
10 WHEEL OF FORTUNEDescription: Your are in fear of everything taking a turn for the worst and are perhaps experiencing a run of bad luck. You have to trust that most of what we fear never happens and just as the wheel turns downward against you; it will naturally turn upwards again and bring new fortune with it.
This indicates a new chapter in your life and big changes are coming. What difficulty or unhappiness you have experienced will pass. Perhaps not overnight, but this chance can come from a person, event or from within.WHAT IS GOING FOR YOU
17 THE STARDescription: A wish come true, a dream become reality, a fulfillment of satisfaction and happiness in a part of your life – this is a time of good luck and fortune, perhaps after a period of struggle and heartache. Good health, possibly even after a time of illness, and good fortune will give you a new zest for life.
Great experiences and opportunities are in your future, so if you’re a new love affair, new employment, a career change, or if you wish to travel, this may be the time to go for it.WHAT IS AGAINST YOU
13 DEATHDescription: While change might be around the corner, this is a period of anxiety, depression, and fear with all of the turmoil and distressing events happening in your life. This is the end of an era, but in shutting one door, another provides the opportunity to start over and leave the past behind.
It can be painful, but it is time to show what you are made of and in due time, you will understand it’s worth it and things will be fine in the end and leaves room for brand new beginnings in life, love, and career. However radical events may be in your life, believe that life goes on and life is what you make of it.THE LIKELY OUTCOME
15 JUSTICEDescription: Justice will be done. Act justly and decisions will go in your favor, particularly regarding partnerships or legal matters, and should you be stepping into new ventures, the relationship will be harmonic and fair.
Reversed, however, the card can suggest that internally you know you’ve done something that isn’t morally right. Others may not see it, so you have a choice: Hide it or Own up to it and take focused action to resolve the situation. The consequences of either choice are yours to live with.
There was an overwhelming majority in the spread, that much he could tell on first appearances as everything pointed to some change, some transition, that waited in the wings of understanding as if something to eventually reveal itself from the shadows; and, for the moment, he paid little mind to the card resting just in front of his right hand by the time the straight across spread was laid out. It was the first four that seemed to chime in unison like a high choir of enlightened hopes that seemed to reach up into the cosmos, and the fifth operated in tangent, a dimmer tune found in the undertow that took an outlandish aura of optimism and gave it a realistic edge.
It may have done him well to dwell on the events of last year in comparison of the cards spread out before him, picking up the adorned skull of Death to twirl it around in his fingers for a moment. His gaze cast on it in careful consideration, pinning it eventually between his index and middle finger.
Once upon a time, it might have been aligned with misunderstanding, Henry holding no knowledge – distant or otherwise intimate as it had become – of what any of the cards might have meant; but he knew now it was rarely the physical rather spiritual, a transformation of self that took someone on a new path that may have been difficult, may have been unexpected or sudden, perhaps even traumatic, and no means an absolute end. Just an ending in part, layman thought echoing a death of former self for something new; of former associations and relationship for something new; of, as the rest of the cards had preceded it, what had been in exchange for a new, most positive direction.
What that direction may have been, he couldn’t say, but then again, such changes were never so black and white or posted big and bright in front of one’s own two eyes; but his focus had shifted, the card settled back down onto the table so he could focus on the sixth in the draw.
Justice – reversed, which held little of the same optimistic charm of its predecessors.
If Death had been the realism, Justice had been the identifier, zeroing in on a moment in time that lived in bits and pieces of his own memory, blocked off by mental manipulations and perhaps his own unwillingness to focus attention on something he knew, that in this world of volleying from one identity to another, would either be forgotten or moved on from. It did little well to dwell on aggressions made in those weeks no one was really quite in their right minds, and while he had enough experience to understand such a thing, there was still room to reflect on what injustices had been found in the lives of others – an island under siege, many lost to the ire of a woman scorned, and his hand not at all unclean of it.
But was he really trying to hide from it? Was he really trying to avoid it?
Eyes narrowed as he regarded the card further, picking it up as he sat back in his seat behind the front counter of Arcana which, for the moment, was quiet in those late hours when the doors were closed up from potential customers who likely didn’t have picking up magical wares on their evening agendas to begin with lest they had found some power in the witching hour and distractions from the swirl of his psyche would be limited, perhaps even non-existent – until it hadn’t been.
With a simple ring of a bell as if a door had opened and just as quick departure, a package had been left on the counter next to him, spied only when he had turned his attention to the spread once more. Card set back into order with the rest, he reached out for the parcel, opening it up only to spy another set of cards within and a simple note, not embellished with words but a symbol: A sparrow.